我因能認識你們而開心I am happy because I know you!

我想放完那次美好的旅行的照片，即使和談話內容無關

I want to finish  the beautiful photo of the excersion I had, even though it had nothing to do with the content.

今天一直惴惴不安，想到要邀全班有興趣的同學來討論學運，和將在瑞典的第一次考試，我總有些緊繃。
但其實只要勇敢些，就不會有這些庸人自擾的煩惱。我覺得勇敢，除了身旁的人能幫助你增加些勇敢的原料，有的時候自己的認真和信念也會讓自己不懼怕。今天很多人幫我增加了前者，後著就是我要自立了。
一開始我還在想真的有人會注意這件事嗎?S幫我喊了一句，請大家注意。就這樣，我帶著有些結巴與難過的語氣開始了，我說了我在fb上看到的情形，也說了為什麼我會想和大家說這件事，我希望能聽到帶給我很多思考空間的同學們的想法，最後我放島嶼天光的影片，比較抱歉的是英文字幕很小，坐在教室另一邊的人完全看不到。過程中，R幫我切換電腦螢幕很多次，很謝謝他。
在講話的過程中，我看到A對我笑，回坐位的過程我也看到後面的同學和旁邊的同學對我笑，雖然最後我旁邊的同學還是問我:台灣究竟發生什麼事? 這是我的錯，沒有講清楚。
但是這些笑容真得讓我覺得講話沒有這麼困難，甚至是說，表達自己的立場不是件讓人害怕的事。

今天我給了V卡片，我好開心終於送她卡片了，也是因為她，我才有和全班說，看別人是怎麼想的想法，更是因為她，我知道我可以一步一步慢慢學，我真的好希望有一天能像她如此自信和陽光的活著。

還有P，我也好謝謝他，讓我無理頭的說話，幫我辦活動的同時，給我這麼多空間決定時間和內容，很感動他因相信友誼而聽我說話，這就是最好的支持。
Today was an anxiety day. Thinking about inviting classmates to discuss the social movement in Taiwan, and with the fist coming exam at night, I felt quite anxious.
But the truth is if I am brave enough, these avoidable worries would not exist. I think not only  people around me can add more ingredients of being brave to me, the efforts made by myself and the believe come from myself can also let me not be afraid. Today, many people gave me the previous one. I should help myself with the later one.
At the beginning, I was doubting that whether anyone in class would be interested in it. "Pay your attention" S said, helping me to draw back people's focus. As the time went on, I started with a bit of stuttering and sadness tone. I said the news I saw on fb, and I also said why I would want to tell everyone about this. I wish I can hear thought from those classmates, who have brought many space for me to think. At last, I played the Island Sunrise video. What made me feel sorry was that the subtitle is too small. People sitting in another side of the classroom couldn't really see it. During all the process, R helped a lot with changing mode from computer to the screen. Thanks him a lot.

When I spoke, I saw A smiled at me. When I came back to my seat, the classmates sitting back and next to me also smiled at me. Even though, the classmate sat next to me asked me afterwards " What's really happened in Taiwan?" It is my responsibility to let him know, since I had taken the time to speak. I should be more clear next time.
But, all in all, these smiles gave me an idea that it is not so difficult to speak. To be more accurate, it is not so terrifying to say one's opinion.

I gave the card to V today. I felt so happy I finally gave her the card. Because of her, I dare to think that I can talk to whole class to hear other's way of thinking. More than that, she let me understand I can learn with one step at a time. I truly hope someday I can be like her, living in a confidence and bright way. (It doesn't mean to be  her, but to be myself with the same spirit of  life attitude.)

And P, so much thanks I want to give him. He let me talk with a no-point way. Helping me to hold this event, while giving me so much room to decide time and place. I felt so touched that he believes in friendship so he listened to me. That is the best support one can give.

總覺得這種大動物特別讓我喜歡。I like this kind of large animal very much.
歐洲野牛(其實是被人養的)European bison(rasied by human)